i hate eu oke !
akuu naq skola pon taq ksi, naq keje taq ksi.

naq freedOm pon taqlei.

aperh niee?!

mcmanerhh otakk taq sOrt !

pikir kuu sukerhh perh kOrgs uat kuu mcm niee?!

ohh gOd !

why must myne Own parents destrOying myne future?

why? why? why?

why i hve such parents in myne lyfee?

i dOnt wish tuh bOrn wiit dis kind urf lyfee.

ohh whyy ?

other ppl parents out dere are sOo understnding twards their children.

why mine "parents" are lykee dis?

i dOnt even get tuh feel their lurve twards mye ad all.

dOnt get angry wiit mye if im saying all dis oke?

its dhe factt.

ohh mum & dad.

dO eu ever understnd myne feelings?

dO eu ?

all eu dO is tuh insult mye, saying stuffs dhet i didnt dO ad all.

cntrOlling myne lyfee. beat mye wenever i did sOmething wrOng.

if eu hate mye, why didnt eu kill mye wen im still a baby?

akuu kns menyusahkns korggs? btOl taq?

&& eu said dhet i alwaes hurts ur feelinggs.

budd eu did dhe same thingg tuh mye wadd.

muchh mOre werse.

whyy ?

i nOe im frOm Normal technical stream.

where else, brO is in express stream.

& eu even said dhet im stuwpid.

stuwpid2 pon ur anakk jgkk kns?

unless eu dOnt mengaku dhet im ur child lurhh.

i cnt take dis anymOre lurhh.

puhhleaase stOp all dis.

i jas nid eu tuhh understnd myne feelings dhets all.

susaa sngt perhh naq understnd?

if eu were in myne shOes, eu will surely feel wadd i feeling ryte nOw.

&& bear dis in mindd ayte.

i mean itt oke?

eu two are tOo muchh. & i cnt fergive dhe two urf eu ad all.

ohh hiLmi,

hOpe eu read dis.

im cowie bOut jas nOw shygg..

im really cowiee hunneyy..

i understnd hOw much eu wana spent tyme wiit mye.

budd i cnt lurhh hubbie.

aby taq tawu klau ubby maseh ble bersabaa ker taq.

haish.

being apart frOm eu isnt wadd i wishh ferh.

hOpe eu understnd dearr.

prOmise mye dhet eu'll stickk wiit mye nO matter wadd happens.

will eu gO thru thick & thins tuhgetha wiit mye hubbie?

haishh.

i mishh eu trucckkloaadds dearr.

i really dO.

ouhhyaa. its jas 10daes tuh our 1st mth anni.

i hOpe we cn spent tyme on dhet dae.

myne birthdae pon naq dkat.

&& all i wished is tuh be wiit eu on myne special dae.

i love eu fOrever hubbie.

oke lurhh.

i wana get sOme rest.

nort in dhe mOod tuh blOg.